Damn It

Well, for the past 2 years I have been doing the presentation video for the department sales recognition night, and I was quite happy because I received tremendous responses and compliments, and I emphasize, tremendous responses and compliments, means no monetary appreciation.

So this year I made up my mind that I don't want to do that anymore because it requires a huge amount of time and those people just like to do simple duty for themselves and push it to me. But I stood my point and I only commit to do music. Still the other day the person who supposed to do that video this year called me up and whined. I didn't know if it was the teleselling skill in him or what, I kinda agree to do it with him.

SHIT~ this is a bad decision and bad impulsive decision if you call that. I need a break~! >_<

What Will Happen To Me

I work for AIG.

One word - DOOM~

God bless America, and me of course. If this company bankrupt, then I wonder if my job stays. (coz it is really not necessary...)

I Wasn't Planning On Anything

I think my life is pathetic, as of now, contributing so much to a career that I am not even sure of myself wanting it that badly.
I couldn't get out of it, there are so much hope in me, and my responsibility personality just surrendered to it and gave in.

It was sad, as sad as BB Alvin had to work till midnight almost every weekday.

Then again, there are something sadder, and something worse.

Apart of telling, I've decided to keep it enclosed and hopefully one year down the road when I look back to this entry, I wouldn't remember any bit of it. It always does, enhancing with my age. (smirk)