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100 Different Lifestyle

整個世界 停止 不轉動 很寂寞
走在海邊 數著 螢火蟲 好困惑
想要的生活怎麼有一百種
不想掉進這深深 漩渦

整個海洋 擺動 柔軟地 舉起我
孤獨給我 自由 猶豫得 好感動
想要的生活怎麼有一百種
該怎麼走 誰來告訴我 wow

每當我背對星空
抱著地球
發現自己其實脆弱 不敢說
當我背對星空
孤獨摸索
愛情漸漸萎縮 我猜不透
無邊的宇宙 哪裡有我要的生活

This is almost nearly my now feeling. It was incredible lonely when I get back to the island, and I now realize how it felt again, still it was my choice but I think I could make it through, perhaps just made a couple more mistakes in life and I would be contend of myself.

If you asked me I felt jealous I would say yes.
If you asked me I felt regret I would say no.
It's true.