I Wasn't Planning On Anything

I think my life is pathetic, as of now, contributing so much to a career that I am not even sure of myself wanting it that badly.
I couldn't get out of it, there are so much hope in me, and my responsibility personality just surrendered to it and gave in.

It was sad, as sad as BB Alvin had to work till midnight almost every weekday.

Then again, there are something sadder, and something worse.

Apart of telling, I've decided to keep it enclosed and hopefully one year down the road when I look back to this entry, I wouldn't remember any bit of it. It always does, enhancing with my age. (smirk)