Fearless

Taylor Swift is one name that I avoid to touch, because she is Country, and I always thought Country music is kinda "cookoo".

But she has been in the charts for too long not to get my notice, so I downloaded, and "ka-ching" she has become one of my new favourite country singer already~! Her music is like Miley Cyrus in country version, or the early Britney Spears in country version, or even Carrie Underwood in non-idol-famed version.

Her voice was clear, as keeyit put it, and she sings all the puppy love that got me into the state of 17 or 18 again. It was the love so pure so beautiful that no one dares to stain it. I love that feeling, although I didn't really have a chance to taste it, but I could imagine it would be like her songs.

Favourite is Hey Stephen, too sweet for a song, too sweet if there is a guy made me think this way. :)

Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel

Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so

Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you

Can't help it if there's no one else

I can't help myself

100 Different Lifestyle

整個世界 停止 不轉動 很寂寞
走在海邊 數著 螢火蟲 好困惑
想要的生活怎麼有一百種
不想掉進這深深 漩渦

整個海洋 擺動 柔軟地 舉起我
孤獨給我 自由 猶豫得 好感動
想要的生活怎麼有一百種
該怎麼走 誰來告訴我 wow

每當我背對星空
抱著地球
發現自己其實脆弱 不敢說
當我背對星空
孤獨摸索
愛情漸漸萎縮 我猜不透
無邊的宇宙 哪裡有我要的生活

This is almost nearly my now feeling. It was incredible lonely when I get back to the island, and I now realize how it felt again, still it was my choice but I think I could make it through, perhaps just made a couple more mistakes in life and I would be contend of myself.

If you asked me I felt jealous I would say yes.
If you asked me I felt regret I would say no.
It's true.

Damn It

Well, for the past 2 years I have been doing the presentation video for the department sales recognition night, and I was quite happy because I received tremendous responses and compliments, and I emphasize, tremendous responses and compliments, means no monetary appreciation.

So this year I made up my mind that I don't want to do that anymore because it requires a huge amount of time and those people just like to do simple duty for themselves and push it to me. But I stood my point and I only commit to do music. Still the other day the person who supposed to do that video this year called me up and whined. I didn't know if it was the teleselling skill in him or what, I kinda agree to do it with him.

SHIT~ this is a bad decision and bad impulsive decision if you call that. I need a break~! >_<

What Will Happen To Me

I work for AIG.

One word - DOOM~

God bless America, and me of course. If this company bankrupt, then I wonder if my job stays. (coz it is really not necessary...)

I Wasn't Planning On Anything

I think my life is pathetic, as of now, contributing so much to a career that I am not even sure of myself wanting it that badly.
I couldn't get out of it, there are so much hope in me, and my responsibility personality just surrendered to it and gave in.

It was sad, as sad as BB Alvin had to work till midnight almost every weekday.

Then again, there are something sadder, and something worse.

Apart of telling, I've decided to keep it enclosed and hopefully one year down the road when I look back to this entry, I wouldn't remember any bit of it. It always does, enhancing with my age. (smirk)

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