If Love (Ever That Easy)

如果愛沒有那麼煩　
我不會食不下晚飯　
也不會多麼的墮落　
如果你說你愛我
如果愛可以更簡單　
我也不會有這麼亂　
整個世界在轉　
你或許可以說你愛我嗎？

Ever since I broke up with BB Alvin, we have been getting along much better than before. (or at least so as I thought we did which is sort of in my way of a relationship) Not only we have not been fighting and angry on each other, but I actually able to share a lot more things about my life with him and he is able to be a listener.

Really, if love is really that easy, things would have gone a lot more swell.

Tikiville

And I think

everybody here is

just a little tipsy

but it's quite alright

Maybe it's not them, but it's just me, getting drunk by the tons of workload and the fact that I am actually thinking that staying late to work for my company is a good thing. >_< It is crazy, and the more crazy thing is I actually thought of staying if I ever get another offer by another company due to my boss is treating me good. >_<

I must be tipsy or I am being brain washed! :S

We Don't Know

I don't know how my life will become when you left.

I don't know what my brain will work if you ain't here anymore.

I don't know who to text when you are no longer available.

I don't know who to expect a call when you are calling others.

I don't know who to gym with.

I don't know who to hang out with.

I don't know who to laugh with.

I don't know who to snare at.

Maybe I don't know when another you will come along to replace you.

Maybe, I don't know.

The Meeting

我不敢相信我在這裡

我終於要遇見你

雖然你不認識我的臉

但是真愛注定會相見

The truth is I have no feeling at all for today's meeting after he ruins himself to doom as Englye and I knew the real mccoy. Suddenly everything has gone from okay to bad (really really bad). I don't know why would someone having to lie for a desperation of love, it is funny to us and it is very sad for him. And the scary thing is, I don't know how many others he has been keeping in touch at the same time, doing what he is doing on both of us. Don't you think this is just pathetic, to lie on himself in order to beg for love?

I really feel sorry for him, foolish dick.

Empty City

我不要愛的空城　請給我你的天真

我不要情色掌紋　為它做無謂的犧牲

我不要愛的空城　抹去流星的陪襯

在歲月漸老的國度　只看你輪廓寫真

When the day comes to an end, all I find myself with is just really myself. I think I didn't have the time to think much about it, but when an opportunity slips away in a simple answer, the heart did a twitch and never been the same again.

Once again, it is an empty seat inside.

Genuine

A picture is a picture, it captures the moment of things inside. 

But if you look closely, can you see the sorrow lies within the eyes or the tensed facial expression. And it proves the photos can be deceiving, there is always a story behind a picture, and we will never really know about it unless we were one of the characters inside.

SST, be strong, u'll always have me~

Sun After The Rain

愛在夏天過完之後鎖在秋天
捱過冬天之後的我好了一些
嘿 雨後的天上 彩虹出現 襯出一片藍天

Just now I bumped into a cute guy whom looked at me back for a straight 5 seconds. Even though that's that, well, but I felt happy that I still got it. :P And 3 phone calls made up my day, so thank you BB Alvin, thank you mimimao and thank you small pig~

Faith

啊 我期待 隨時都有做個新人的勇氣
啊 我明白 明天的太陽 平均照在每個人身上

隨著想念翅膀 飛越了障礙 讓愛變成信仰
無論在何方 也有說出愛的力量

Yesterday I finished the ba gua he gave me, also signified that there is no more relations between us. I think I am going to be fine very soon, eventhough this weekend is Valentine's day. Perhaps all I need is a little bit more faith....

Spoiled

I kinda thought that I'd be better off by myself I've never been so wrong before You made it impossible for me to ever Love somebody else And now I don't know what I left you for See I thought that I could replace you He can't love me the way you do 'Till now I never knew

Maybe I really got spoiled by BB Alvin, he loved me too much, so I treat people for granted. I think I have to really slap myself to get sober every 5 mins~ T_T

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為什麼　我 一個字都還沒說

明明是該表態時候

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愛上你了　對不起

慢幾拍　麻煩你稍候

愛我　別放過我

我一定會　為你　不保留

想我　沒時間寂寞

Khalil Fong is simply fantastic. This is just so sweet, when will a guy tell me that. I put this song in my ringtone for someone, but today I have removed it, coz it won't happen anymore, I guess.