ONE KEONE ISLAND

Mister Sandman

2009-06-28T20:27:00.003+08:00

Mr. Sandman, bring me a dream

Make him the cutest that I've ever seen

Give him the word that I'm not a rover

Then tell him that his lonesome nights are over.

This is supposed to be funny when Karen Walker did it, but now I am all lonely again, haha~ sigh~ :S

Anyway, it's been a while, I am still here, just lazy and no time to update (lazyness takes heaps of it) Suddenly I am not sure what do I want really, it's all confused and undecided.

Accustomed To Your Face

2009-05-07T20:30:00.003+08:00

I was so really independent and content before we met,

Surely i could always be that way again and yet

I've grown accustomed to his looks,

Accustomed to his voice,

Accustomed to his face.

The life that I had before, I could do it forever. But somehow the quiet desire is brewing inside, and I know, I could not be content anymore. Still, for now, when another face has not been found to replace you, I think I just grow accustomed to your face for a while, wouldn't hurt ya much right? :)

Love Is Hard

2009-05-01T15:39:00.004+08:00

I see lovers in the streets walking,

without a care.

They wear it out loud

like there's something in the air

Oooooh, well I don't care

I didn't think this song is good until recently when I started to listen carefully, especially the beginning of the guitars. It reminds me of Details In The Fabric, but this one is as good too. It is not so much about the lyrics, but the music really calms me.

Well, I really can't say no to the lyrics, right? I mean, I have to agree. Love is a luxury when you have none, and a pain in the arse when yours become cheesy. People are just shitty when it comes to love, several different kinds of perspective, and it all wind down to a single purpose - self. Love is hard when you deal with people with such a high self esteem, and love is definitely hard when you have so much love to be given out but all around you are high self esteem chauvinists.

夭寿的人

2009-04-30T23:34:00.002+08:00

今天看到一个Video偷拍女佣虐待家里的小孩，看到我心疼得不得了。心情再怎么也没好起来，脑海里就一直联播女佣一脚踢开小孩还有站在他上面的场面（对！是整个大人站在2，3岁小孩的身上！！！）

怎么会有人这么狠心那么对待小孩子～我不知道那女佣到底是在报复什么，或者其中有什么隐情，但这样对待一个弱小的小孩真的是天要收的。我无法想像小孩父母看到那段影片时的震撼，但现在家里有小可爱后，我完全可以感觉到如果事件发生在她身上的话我会做出什么可怕的事情来。何止只让那女佣死那么简单？

世界上的野蛮人何其多，偏偏人类就为了钱而雇佣了一个放在家里当计时炸弹，等待一起又一起的悲剧发生。

Life Goes On

2009-04-19T12:17:00.003+08:00

kaze wa taezu ugoite

bokura no senaka wo osuyo

toki ga nagaretemo You're my sweetheart

You're my sweetheart

matataku hoshi no mukou

yume mita mirai egakou

dakara sono toki wa issho ni iyou yo

Life goes on.

{The wind never stops and pushes us forward

Even as time goes by, you’re my sweetheart

We’ll make the future we dreamed of come true beyond the shining stars

That’s why we should be together when it happens

Life goes on.}

Who wouldn't be happy while having a cake?

I guess when I was searching for my piece, there is also life which goes on in auto-pilot. Sweet, sour, bitter, spicy, different kind of tastes pass through my life and I am still here. Perhaps like London said, God has put us on this situation and test our belief, we just have to face it with gratitude and knowing a sunny side is always waiting after a cloudy storm.

And for now, I have a craving for dessert, yum~ ^^

Fine Line

2009-04-04T10:34:00.003+08:00

There's a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend,

There's a fine, fine line between reality and pretend,

I guess if someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime,

But there's a fine, fine line between love

And a waste of your time.

There's a fine, fine line between together and not

And there's a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.

You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime...

I guess we just have to have our boundaries and try to make things clear so that we don't mix it up like a cocktail drink: you don't know what is in it but it might not taste as good as you think.

I think I should learn to be modest, to be more control in emotion and mentally, I should be more sane and rational.

Chasing Pavements

2009-03-29T20:50:00.003+08:00

should i give up

or should i just keep chasing pavements

even if it leads no where,

or would it be a waste

even if i knew my place should i leave it there.

Really, should I give up, or should I keep on chasing pavements? I think the latter is a better chance for a happier life, even though I don't know if there is an end to it, or how many obstacles would I face, then again, don't every life to be that way?

Keeyit, don't give up you too ya ;)

btw, this guy's cover is so much better than Adele's studio version, oops~

Undiscovered

2009-03-17T21:53:00.003+08:00

You think that I wanna run and hide

I'll keep it all locked up inside

I just want you to find me

I'm not lost, I'm not lost, Just undiscovered

Maybe he's just around the corner of my eyes.

Or maybe there is no he in the first place.

Today Keeyit's forwarded me an article which I have read sometime ago. It is generally advising us to appreciate who we are with now than longing for the perfect one in our mind. So it is a Mr Right-now than Mr Right philosophy. I do not detest on this theory as I don't believe there is only 1 person right for you in this world. Relationship is an effort to keep, not by destiny, you just need to work on it hard enough to harvest later.

But the problem is, hm... I don't even have a Mr Right-now.... :S

I Am Pathetic Enough

2009-03-14T18:26:00.004+08:00

When I was young,

O, in the hallways, the music played.

I was so sad. I thought,

'This is what love must be like

when I grow older or meet someone older.'

I'm pathetic enough,

but you sleep in my bed, nonetheless.

My forehead is now 1/3 of my face. >_<

SST said we are old enough to take care of our teeth, and the dentist said my gum is no longer healthy and there were a lot of blood during today's teeth-house-keeping.

My knees hurt whenever I walk down a stair, I blame it on the constant running. But it could also because my tendon is no longer as flexible.

I am scared I tell you. That's the truth

A Hundred Thanks

2009-03-10T23:03:00.003+08:00

雨点飘你的酒窝在笑

你说水滴在跳很辛苦的去掉

彩虹点亮了下一秒

世界很大人很渺小

惊喜总出乎意料

It is true that surprise came by the rescue. I was caught in the tropical rain storm at the LRT station and helpless. And my HEAFian agreed to come fetch me home even thought there is a second agenda. But like I told Yongy :

"Although my robe was soaked in the cruelty Rain of despair, but their noble rescue has provided warmth into my heart with light and softness."

happy-ing~~ ^^

If Love (Ever That Easy)

2009-03-08T22:57:00.003+08:00

如果愛沒有那麼煩　
我不會食不下晚飯　
也不會多麼的墮落　
如果你說你愛我
如果愛可以更簡單　
我也不會有這麼亂　
整個世界在轉　
你或許可以說你愛我嗎？

Ever since I broke up with BB Alvin, we have been getting along much better than before. (or at least so as I thought we did which is sort of in my way of a relationship) Not only we have not been fighting and angry on each other, but I actually able to share a lot more things about my life with him and he is able to be a listener.

Really, if love is really that easy, things would have gone a lot more swell.

Tikiville

2009-03-07T22:16:00.003+08:00

And I think

everybody here is

just a little tipsy

but it's quite alright

Maybe it's not them, but it's just me, getting drunk by the tons of workload and the fact that I am actually thinking that staying late to work for my company is a good thing. >_< It is crazy, and the more crazy thing is I actually thought of staying if I ever get another offer by another company due to my boss is treating me good. >_<

I must be tipsy or I am being brain washed! :S

We Don't Know

2009-03-03T22:49:00.003+08:00

I don't know how my life will become when you left.

I don't know what my brain will work if you ain't here anymore.

I don't know who to text when you are no longer available.

I don't know who to expect a call when you are calling others.

I don't know who to gym with.

I don't know who to hang out with.

I don't know who to laugh with.

I don't know who to snare at.

Maybe I don't know when another you will come along to replace you.

Maybe, I don't know.

The Meeting

2009-03-01T09:19:00.004+08:00

我不敢相信我在這裡

我終於要遇見你

雖然你不認識我的臉

但是真愛注定會相見

The truth is I have no feeling at all for today's meeting after he ruins himself to doom as Englye and I knew the real mccoy. Suddenly everything has gone from okay to bad (really really bad). I don't know why would someone having to lie for a desperation of love, it is funny to us and it is very sad for him. And the scary thing is, I don't know how many others he has been keeping in touch at the same time, doing what he is doing on both of us. Don't you think this is just pathetic, to lie on himself in order to beg for love?

I really feel sorry for him, foolish dick.

Empty City

2009-02-28T08:46:00.003+08:00

我不要愛的空城　請給我你的天真

我不要情色掌紋　為它做無謂的犧牲

我不要愛的空城　抹去流星的陪襯

在歲月漸老的國度　只看你輪廓寫真

When the day comes to an end, all I find myself with is just really myself. I think I didn't have the time to think much about it, but when an opportunity slips away in a simple answer, the heart did a twitch and never been the same again.

Once again, it is an empty seat inside.

Genuine

2009-02-22T21:17:00.004+08:00

A picture is a picture, it captures the moment of things inside.

But if you look closely, can you see the sorrow lies within the eyes or the tensed facial expression. And it proves the photos can be deceiving, there is always a story behind a picture, and we will never really know about it unless we were one of the characters inside.

SST, be strong, u'll always have me~

Sun After The Rain

2009-02-12T21:09:00.003+08:00

愛在夏天過完之後鎖在秋天
捱過冬天之後的我好了一些
嘿雨後的天上彩虹出現襯出一片藍天

Just now I bumped into a cute guy whom looked at me back for a straight 5 seconds. Even though that's that, well, but I felt happy that I still got it. :P And 3 phone calls made up my day, so thank you BB Alvin, thank you mimimao and thank you small pig~

Faith

2009-02-11T21:21:00.003+08:00

啊我期待隨時都有做個新人的勇氣
啊我明白明天的太陽平均照在每個人身上

隨著想念翅膀飛越了障礙讓愛變成信仰
無論在何方也有說出愛的力量

Yesterday I finished the ba gua he gave me, also signified that there is no more relations between us. I think I am going to be fine very soon, eventhough this weekend is Valentine's day. Perhaps all I need is a little bit more faith....

Spoiled

2009-02-10T23:17:00.004+08:00

I kinda thought that I'd be better off by myself I've never been so wrong before You made it impossible for me to ever Love somebody else And now I don't know what I left you for See I thought that I could replace you He can't love me the way you do 'Till now I never knew

Maybe I really got spoiled by BB Alvin, he loved me too much, so I treat people for granted. I think I have to really slap myself to get sober every 5 mins~ T_T

1234567

2009-02-02T10:28:00.003+08:00

為什麼　我一個字都還沒說

明明是該表態時候

1234567

愛上你了　對不起

慢幾拍　麻煩你稍候

愛我　別放過我

我一定會　為你　不保留

想我　沒時間寂寞

Khalil Fong is simply fantastic. This is just so sweet, when will a guy tell me that. I put this song in my ringtone for someone, but today I have removed it, coz it won't happen anymore, I guess.

Do I Need It

2009-01-31T14:49:00.004+08:00

找個人來愛我我害怕孤獨

這樣枯坐到睡去我感到很冷感覺很累

找個人來愛我讓我永遠堅強

我站在這裡停止奔跑沒有感覺

走在匆忙的城市努力奮鬥的日子

感覺自己並不屬於這裡

只屬於你屬於彼此

The song is good though, and the new album from her isn't that bad either. Very typical Fish Leong style. I'm listening it together with Li Hom's new album, and it seems she is nicer. Yet too hard to tell.

Anyway, I don't really think I need someone to love, but it would be luxurious to have someone to think of, to know that he is thinking of me too. Yet, this is not essential, and sometimes it goes bad and has too many side effects. So I really don't know. Do you?

Fearless

2008-12-27T15:20:00.003+08:00

Taylor Swift is one name that I avoid to touch, because she is Country, and I always thought Country music is kinda "cookoo".

But she has been in the charts for too long not to get my notice, so I downloaded, and "ka-ching" she has become one of my new favourite country singer already~! Her music is like Miley Cyrus in country version, or the early Britney Spears in country version, or even Carrie Underwood in non-idol-famed version.

Her voice was clear, as keeyit put it, and she sings all the puppy love that got me into the state of 17 or 18 again. It was the love so pure so beautiful that no one dares to stain it. I love that feeling, although I didn't really have a chance to taste it, but I could imagine it would be like her songs.

Favourite is Hey Stephen, too sweet for a song, too sweet if there is a guy made me think this way. :)

Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel

Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so

Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you

Can't help it if there's no one else

I can't help myself

100 Different Lifestyle

2008-11-19T22:10:00.002+08:00

整個世界停止不轉動很寂寞
走在海邊數著螢火蟲好困惑
想要的生活怎麼有一百種
不想掉進這深深漩渦

整個海洋擺動柔軟地舉起我
孤獨給我自由猶豫得好感動
想要的生活怎麼有一百種
該怎麼走誰來告訴我 wow

每當我背對星空
抱著地球
發現自己其實脆弱不敢說
當我背對星空
孤獨摸索
愛情漸漸萎縮我猜不透
無邊的宇宙哪裡有我要的生活

This is almost nearly my now feeling. It was incredible lonely when I get back to the island, and I now realize how it felt again, still it was my choice but I think I could make it through, perhaps just made a couple more mistakes in life and I would be contend of myself.

If you asked me I felt jealous I would say yes.
If you asked me I felt regret I would say no.
It's true.

Damn It

2008-09-29T20:50:00.003+08:00

Well, for the past 2 years I have been doing the presentation video for the department sales recognition night, and I was quite happy because I received tremendous responses and compliments, and I emphasize, tremendous responses and compliments, means no monetary appreciation.

So this year I made up my mind that I don't want to do that anymore because it requires a huge amount of time and those people just like to do simple duty for themselves and push it to me. But I stood my point and I only commit to do music. Still the other day the person who supposed to do that video this year called me up and whined. I didn't know if it was the teleselling skill in him or what, I kinda agree to do it with him.

SHIT~ this is a bad decision and bad impulsive decision if you call that. I need a break~! >_<

What Will Happen To Me

2008-09-17T21:22:00.003+08:00

I work for AIG.

One word - DOOM~

God bless America, and me of course. If this company bankrupt, then I wonder if my job stays. (coz it is really not necessary...)

I Wasn't Planning On Anything

2008-09-11T20:51:00.004+08:00

I think my life is pathetic, as of now, contributing so much to a career that I am not even sure of myself wanting it that badly.
I couldn't get out of it, there are so much hope in me, and my responsibility personality just surrendered to it and gave in.

It was sad, as sad as BB Alvin had to work till midnight almost every weekday.

Then again, there are something sadder, and something worse.

Apart of telling, I've decided to keep it enclosed and hopefully one year down the road when I look back to this entry, I wouldn't remember any bit of it. It always does, enhancing with my age. (smirk)

Under Construction

2008-07-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

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