Chasing Pavements

should i give up

or should i just keep chasing pavements

even if it leads no where,

or would it be a waste

even if i knew my place should i leave it there.

Really, should I give up, or should I keep on chasing pavements? I think the latter is a better chance for a happier life, even though I don't know if there is an end to it, or how many obstacles would I face, then again, don't every life to be that way?

Keeyit, don't give up you too ya ;)

btw, this guy's cover is so much better than Adele's studio version, oops~

Undiscovered

You think that I wanna run and hide 

I'll keep it all locked up inside

I just want you to find me

I'm not lost, I'm not lost, Just undiscovered

Maybe he's just around the corner of my eyes. 

Or maybe there is no he in the first place.

Today Keeyit's forwarded me an article which I have read sometime ago. It is generally advising us to appreciate who we are with now than longing for the perfect one in our mind. So it is a Mr Right-now than Mr Right philosophy. I do not detest on this theory as I don't believe there is only 1 person right for you in this world. Relationship is an effort to keep, not by destiny, you just need to work on it hard enough to harvest later.

But the problem is, hm... I don't even have a Mr Right-now.... :S

I Am Pathetic Enough

When I was young,

O, in the hallways, the music played.

I was so sad. I thought,

'This is what love must be like

when I grow older or meet someone older.'

I'm pathetic enough,

but you sleep in my bed, nonetheless.

My forehead is now 1/3 of my face. >_<

SST said we are old enough to take care of our teeth, and the dentist said my gum is no longer healthy and there were a lot of blood during today's teeth-house-keeping.

My knees hurt whenever I walk down a stair, I blame it on the constant running. But it could also because my tendon is no longer as flexible.

I am scared I tell you. That's the truth

A Hundred Thanks

雨点飘 你的酒窝在笑 

你说水滴在跳 很辛苦的去掉 

彩虹点亮了下一秒 

世界很大 人很渺小 

惊喜总出乎意料

It is true that surprise came by the rescue. I was caught in the tropical rain storm at the LRT station and helpless. And my HEAFian agreed to come fetch me home even thought there is a second agenda. But like I told Yongy : 

"Although my robe was soaked in the cruelty Rain of despair, but their noble rescue has provided warmth into my heart with light and softness."

happy-ing~~ ^^

If Love (Ever That Easy)

如果愛沒有那麼煩　
我不會食不下晚飯　
也不會多麼的墮落　
如果你說你愛我
如果愛可以更簡單　
我也不會有這麼亂　
整個世界在轉　
你或許可以說你愛我嗎？

Ever since I broke up with BB Alvin, we have been getting along much better than before. (or at least so as I thought we did which is sort of in my way of a relationship) Not only we have not been fighting and angry on each other, but I actually able to share a lot more things about my life with him and he is able to be a listener.

Really, if love is really that easy, things would have gone a lot more swell.

Tikiville

And I think

everybody here is

just a little tipsy

but it's quite alright

Maybe it's not them, but it's just me, getting drunk by the tons of workload and the fact that I am actually thinking that staying late to work for my company is a good thing. >_< It is crazy, and the more crazy thing is I actually thought of staying if I ever get another offer by another company due to my boss is treating me good. >_<

I must be tipsy or I am being brain washed! :S

We Don't Know

I don't know how my life will become when you left.

I don't know what my brain will work if you ain't here anymore.

I don't know who to text when you are no longer available.

I don't know who to expect a call when you are calling others.

I don't know who to gym with.

I don't know who to hang out with.

I don't know who to laugh with.

I don't know who to snare at.

Maybe I don't know when another you will come along to replace you.

Maybe, I don't know.

The Meeting

我不敢相信我在這裡

我終於要遇見你

雖然你不認識我的臉

但是真愛注定會相見

The truth is I have no feeling at all for today's meeting after he ruins himself to doom as Englye and I knew the real mccoy. Suddenly everything has gone from okay to bad (really really bad). I don't know why would someone having to lie for a desperation of love, it is funny to us and it is very sad for him. And the scary thing is, I don't know how many others he has been keeping in touch at the same time, doing what he is doing on both of us. Don't you think this is just pathetic, to lie on himself in order to beg for love?

I really feel sorry for him, foolish dick.